Many people changed because of pain, anger, heartbreaks, and failures. For me… pain sometimes is like an acid that kills you, sometimes it’s like a vitamin that energizes and motivates you. I learned that because I experienced that. That’s why I became a suicidal.
Although I’ve decided a balance decision because I chose to live, my decision still can change by any reason. Because my lifestyle, my situation and surroundings are still the same.
I don’t have yet what I wanted to be able to be strong and show my real colors but I have one power that no one can steal from me, my freedom. I’m free to make a choice.
Negativities still surrounds me… aches on my body still bothers me… noise interrupts me… but there’s one thing within me that trying harder to wake me up. It wants to fight. It’s broken enough to make a real choice and win the “changes” that it deserved. My Lost and Broken, Heart.
My name is Jane.
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