Yesterday was a bad day because I received a bad news about my brother-in-law. My niece said that her father fell in the bathroom. They were trying to wake him up. It took hours before he wake up. I was so nervous because I remembered what happened to my father in the bathroom. Same reason, Stroke. They said they wasn’t able to bring him to the hospital because they don’t have money and they don’t have anyone to lean on. My sister said that she can’t trust his brothers and sisters when it comes to money. Me as her sister I’m so ashamed because I have nothing on my pocket to give to them, to help them.
The only one that we lean on is my sister in Japan. But currently she have a problem to her job and to her salary but she made a way. So I prayed a lot for them last night. I don’t have strong faith but I tried to please God.
I feel confident now because my sister sent them remittance so they could send him to the hospital. As of now I don’t have any news yet about but my sister said that he was already okay he just having a hard time to move his hips and using a crutch to help him.
I left my worries upon God’s feet. Because I know I can’t do anything about it.
Today I’m done washing our clothes. Yeah washing time again. There’s a little pain that slows me down a little that is Headache but it’s okay. I felt great excitement today to write more because of what “StumbleUpon” caused me. I submitted a few links lately then after about an hour, I received 300 page views from different country.
That made me feel more excited to write more. Now I understand why some blogger like me says that stumbleupon was really helpful for those who can’t gain many visitors. I’m falling in love to use their apps on my iphone. It’s very handy and it helps me to discover other blog posts that based on my interests. I use it also like a book because I can read motivational posts of other publishers in any part of the world. It feeds my memory. I’m learning new things. Which is really good. Plus I am really excited for tomorrow because tomorrows is Sunday again! Another day of peaceful day. No distractions. Sunday became my favorite day because I have many things to do freely. I can writer more… I can write longer blog posts. I can enjoy my favorite music that boosting my energy, strengthening my spirit to go on, to live on.
For me StumbleUpon is a blessing and it’s a God sign for me saying, “It’s time for you to let yourself overcome yourself”. I felt eagerness to learn more and write more and be more. More good to people who have been good to me. Reach out for the deserving people. I realized that those who have money can’t help those who are in needs. I realized my mother is a little bit selfish when it comes to money. So I said to myself if I were just in your position who is able to help I will help.
God knows my desires. I never wanted bad for those I wanted to help.
Well we all have each other time. I learned to be patience now to what God can do. I’m patience now because I know in time people and I will see what I wanted to be, what I desired to do for so long. One day they will see my real colors. My light colors.
So that’s all for today! I accept all the blessings and pain for today that Jesus given me. It’s molding me to a better version of me. You can leave your comments below let me know what you think share me your short story for today. God bless you all.
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